And the answer is...

Today I met with Dr. Clark who is the medical examiner that performed Austin's autopsy. Basically she had no more answers then the day he died as to why Austin left us. She can't say Austin suffocated but also has no conclusion as to why he died. It was horrible sitting in the room talking about Austin's death knowing I still have NO answers. We also went over the photos taken per my request. It may sound morbid but I have very few pictures of Austin without tubes and stuff on his face, I was hoping for something to make me understand but got no where. Thankfully Danielle came with me because Chris couldn't mentally take it. I am SO frustrated and just want to know why God thought Austin couldn't stay with me...